And I wonder

I missed my fun side. I missed liking myself, missed wanting to be my friend, missed the whole I'm having fun so I don't give a fuck what you think attitude. It's so different from my apathetic not giving a fuck - this is so good.

So yeah, I can't sing, still, I really hope this Wednesday karaoke shit is going to be a regular thing - with these people, with me giggling into the microphone while holding on to my friends for dear life. Hell, I'll even have a hangover every week if that's what it takes.

So yeah, I love you all and now I'll do something devilish lest you all think I've gone all soft and cuddly (why is it that with you I actually go all soft and cuddly and touchy-feely?)